Its just another chapter of my life.

Now seriously, lately, I find it hard to get up in the morning. In class, my mind is like sailing on a cruise along the Caribbean. While waiting for class at Pocket D3 today, I even slept for 30 minutes or so in the waiting room while waiting for my lecture the next session.

I use Wu Chun as a medium to talk to and even dream of him sometimes. I watch many drama series and movies lately as well, although knowing that I have lots to do behind me. I am not doing that well in quizzes and tests. I lack focus in my projects. I dapau everyday to my room and eat in front of my laptop. My squash racket is still sleeping soundly in my cabinet.

I haven’t sharp my 2B pencil which broke last Tuesday. I haven’t wash my clothes. I found that cleaning the room alone is a bit tedious. I feel like I should call Keith cut my hair the other day, for now its freaking long and unorganized. I felt like no one is listening to me lately.

I found out that Gardenia buns are 10 cents more expensive now. I want to accept my intern offer in BM. I want to watch Selina and Lee Hong’s mv on that Hokkien song. I planned to go Euphonious alone this time. I miss Guan and pity him has to work till 11.30 pm today. I hate myself for not waking up early on Sundays and log on to meebo.

I wish someone would put their feet in my shoes, although it might be too big for them. Its 1.30 am and I am still wondering should I play Nicole’s Baby Love or Rihanna’s Umbrella. I kinda fell in love with Britney lately and I love her In The Zone album’s I Got That Boom! Boom!

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???

Woh oh... Wait a minute.

I was back at BM last weekend (but now at UTP already). It was also about time for me to get a haircut and hair treatment. And so I went again to this Loreal Paris Salon. That was only the 2nd time of me using their services there. The fella’s name who usually attend to me is Keith (I guess not his real name, tokok-tambah nia one). Lol… This thing takes like roughly about an hour or so. So, we began to chat.

Keith: R u still studying or working?
Kelvin: Studying, @ Ipoh.
Keith: Owh, i c. How old are you then?
Kelvin: 20 (in denial that I am supposed to be 21!)
Keith: Oiks, then we are of same age la? I am 20 also.
Kelvin: Har????
Kelvin (inner monologue): Damn, he is 20 and he is already working and earning money ady weh! I am still struggling to solve differential equations in Reaction Engineering. Sigh….

After washing my hair…
Keith: How you want your hair this time?
Kelvin: Actually ar, I think today I will do the hair treatment enough ady la. Next few weeks only I come for hair cut la (still cannot believe that he is younger than me).
Keith: Owh, ok la. Come and see me again la next time ya.
Kelvin: Ah…. Ok ok..

He is younger than me, and he is already working? My God! I felt like a bit paiseh to use his service also. Maybe next time should ask Max to do my hair instead of Keith. Hahaha… But kan, Keith really made my hair look like Wu Chun le. Damn yau yeng and something I never thought my hair could do. The trick according to Keith is, use clay wax (not normal wax) and hair spray. But too bad, both also I don’t have. Kuang kuang kuang…. Cheers!

Daydream and Night Dream

Owh boy! I’ve been daydreaming and night dreaming all week long.


Daydreaming
As usual, as Dr. Azmi opens his mouth and gave us his broken-English-2-hours-lecture at Pocket D3, apa lagi? LOL! He was explaining something about plume and puff dispersion, something to do with toxic dispersion methods in air. He gave an example of Ammonia leakage dispersed in air by the plume method and that we should evacuate the plant immediately. Not only that, the first person who scented the leakage should also tell others to run. I was dreaming if let’s say, someone in front of Jim farted (plume dispersion), Jim will straightaway walked out of the class and before leaving he will say, “Please la Mr. *, do it somewhere else la! People, let’s evacuate!!!!” I was laughing to myself till I caught the lecturer’s attention. He asked me, “Yes you! Why is you laughing?” Oopss….


Night dream
Owh, this is once in a lifetime opportunity. I dreamt of my idol Wu Chun. He was ready to go to the gym, but he saw me alone at the corner (like always). Then he approached me and asked me, “Ah Boy, wanna go squash?” Then I told him, “I will say Ok if you say OK.” Then I wanted to get up (and woke up) to take my squash racket. Just to know that it was 8.45a.m. and just missed my 8.00a.m. class! Damn…


If only dreams do come true.



Oh ya Charlz, u still remember this pic down here? I would love to name it Dream Catcher.


Cheers fellas!

Behind The Truth

I mean, let’s be honest for this once....

Dinesh and Azhar had a long …………long fight since Foundation Semester 2, all of it in the name of… diarrhea. It was rather serious at first, but as years went by, it became more like a joke. Well, we talk about it and we laughed about it. Its no more serious actually. So finally yesterday, they tied up two ends and put all their pasts bygones.

I remembered the times we had when we were in Foundation, so naïve, so young and yet so free to choose our friends (although some choose to not acknowledge me as they thought I was Malay or Siam Thailand). The feeling of going out and knowing people and not having bad impressions on anyone, it was so relax and laid back actually. But over these years, things got really bad. I lost a few of friends along the way and thinking of it, its kinda stupid actually! Why it should be the way it was? Do you think that the way Dinesh and Azhar ended up is a good ending after all? I mean, now that they are friends back, but they might not even have the chance to meet each other back again (or for a long period of time la). But for them, it was a day to celebrate Friendship once again. Be good, cheers!

sad goodbye

We came such a long way. 3 years passes by, and now that I realize, we have to bid goodbye. 3 of my best friends are going to Australia soon, and I will be left alone here. Now my kaki gossip also berkurangan ady. Sigh… Although at times we fought and quarrel, but that all makes our friendship even more special and realistic. Now that I am going to miss them, hopefully somehow they could still remember my name in years to come. To Dinesh, Ee Von and Kiang Fei, All the best, and I really meant it from the bottom of my heart.

My first encounter with…

Dinesh

I quickly know that he would click with me. Same size, similar attitude, same religion (half-half la) and same determination to study and get 4 flat. I mean, I just knew at that moment during MAS that he would be an important ally of mine at here. We went beyond that, we became best friends since then. For all these years, susah senang we went through together. I seriously told him that I do not know how to stay in this environment without him now. Yes I am sad, but I am also happy that he got this offer as he DESERVES it! Dinesh, be good!

Ee Von
My goodness! The first week she came with her burnet hair and I thought that she was a senior who failed a few subjects and taking back with us. Hahaha… We lasted not talking to each other until 1st year 2nd semester. She is someone to talk with when you are down. No doubt, she is also one of my best friend for we’d shared lots of tears and happiness together. Miss Nga, take care!

Kiang Fei
Fei Fei ar… I used to mistaken recognize him as Guan when we were in foundation. I didn’t dare to talk to him at that time as well cause my Mandarin is not that power like now ma. We share some common things like we are Jay’s fans, we don’t play DOTA and we are so darn cute and young looking! Hahaha… Fei Fei, don’t let anyone call you using that name EXCEPT me oo!

I am not going to continue or else tears is gonna roll down and down. Miss you guys lots! Cheers for you know me best!

To fall the fall.

Yesterday was indeed a wonderful day (almost). I started my day with a breakfast session at USM. I’ve longed to go there since coming back to UTP. Then, I proceed to tutorials, lectures and that was it. It started raining at 7 p.m. but I insisted of going to the IRC to study for my quiz today. And so I did by walking there, not by motorcycle. On the way back from IRC, I have to pass through V3 where this long cement blocks pathway is located. For split seconds, it reminds me of Victoria Secret’s runway. I imagined Karolina Kurkova in front of me and Giesele Bunchen approaching me from my back. Nyeh nyeh nyeh… I walk on the runway and like I OWNED IT! At the end of the runway, I managed to even strike a few poses. (Thank God no one around! =O)

Then came the pathway down to V4, it was whether to take the stairs or the almost-bare hill down. Wanted to reach my room quickly, I took the hill way down. 1 step, 2 steps and off I got a free ride DOWN! I landed on my butt (and it still aches till now), with my jeans, shirt and bag filled with mud! (Thank God again no one was around =O) I quickly got up and went straight back to my room, praying in my heart that no one saw me! As I reached back to my room, then I remembered. “Ei, to fall the fall… YAY!!!!!!” I’ve got the sign for this semester! Good luck everyone!

All the Love in the world

I stopped for a moment to think of my parents.
Then I remembered my doggie (Tommy) once I had.
The funny picture I took with some of my cousins last week.
Soon after that, my favorite G-shock watch which can illuminate colorful lights.
Some how, I remember that moment when I first saw an electone.
Balsam tree came to my mind quickly after that.
Rhythm of the rain, Oh Carol then Paris Love…
I looked to my left, and I saw an empty bed.
To my right, also an empty one.
Friends that are about to go away soon…
Friends that are already gone far away…
And all of it reminds me of…?
Love and passion. Happy Valentine’s Day.