Now seriously, lately, I find it hard to get up in the morning. In class, my mind is like sailing on a cruise along the Caribbean. While waiting for class at Pocket D3 today, I even slept for 30 minutes or so in the waiting room while waiting for my lecture the next session.
I use Wu Chun as a medium to talk to and even dream of him sometimes. I watch many drama series and movies lately as well, although knowing that I have lots to do behind me. I am not doing that well in quizzes and tests. I lack focus in my projects. I dapau everyday to my room and eat in front of my laptop. My squash racket is still sleeping soundly in my cabinet.
I haven’t sharp my 2B pencil which broke last Tuesday. I haven’t wash my clothes. I found that cleaning the room alone is a bit tedious. I feel like I should call Keith cut my hair the other day, for now its freaking long and unorganized. I felt like no one is listening to me lately.
I found out that Gardenia buns are 10 cents more expensive now. I want to accept my intern offer in BM. I want to watch Selina and Lee Hong’s mv on that Hokkien song. I planned to go Euphonious alone this time. I miss Guan and pity him has to work till 11.30 pm today. I hate myself for not waking up early on Sundays and log on to meebo.
I wish someone would put their feet in my shoes, although it might be too big for them. Its 1.30 am and I am still wondering should I play Nicole’s Baby Love or Rihanna’s Umbrella. I kinda fell in love with Britney lately and I love her In The Zone album’s I Got That Boom! Boom!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???