Emo Nite Out

Now yesterday (night) was kinda weird. I went back home quite early, around 9PM (its considered early for me since for the past 6 days I've been sleeping in my office) and I shut off my laptop and tv and 'try' to sleep. Let me repeat, "TRY". And that was about 10 PM.

But I just couldn't! Insomnia.... (or its just too early).

Then I reached for my BB and played a few songs from my playlist. The next thing I knew, I was having this huge emo breakdown!

It all started with this song:

 Then with this duet...

When I reached the bridge of this song, I was already in tears...

One word - GILA!!!!!

So in order to resonate the emo-nite-out yesterday, I tried to be emo lah today. Now tell me seriously, don't I really looked slimmer? I mean I kinda felt it you know...

Ok, let it be! Slim or not, I am still the same me. Emo! EMO! EMO!!!

G.A.L

Bare with me. This is the emo-ist post I've ever gonna write (at least valid till next week).

G.A.L - Get A LIFE!

There is this one relative of mine (enough said) who will call in whenever he/she feels like calling in, and starts complaining about his/her life. Complain, complain and complain. Please lah, G.A.L!

Then last week, when I was emo-striken with the fact that I was supposed to pack my bags and leave for other work location, I posted some emo status on my FB. He/She called. I was in the middle of an audit. I didn't have the time to even entertain him/her. And so he/she called my mum and told my mum about my FB status. That was, I didn't even try to talk to my parents about my movements. Please lah, G.A.L!

There's a reason why we shouldn't add relatives (and bosses) into our FB list. Cause they are simply a pain in the arse!

So, my advice would be, live life as life goes on. STOP complaining and mind your own business!

Arrrghhh...enough said!

Going To Euphoria - NOT.

There is one thing that is certain in this world, and that is...

And the lesson of this week is, keep cool. Things happen for a reason, believe that the reason is good.

Going To Euphoria Or Not?

"I am trying to ask myself how am I supposed to feel at this moment right now... its... saddening."

"2 heart-breaking news in a week? WOW!! I', so so so frustrated, I honestly am!".

Let me start by reiterating my status above again, yes, I am FRUSTRATED with all of these games people are playing against me. When you leave a person with that much of uncertainties, you are letting them wondering without answers - lost in the ocean of possibilities. Please, I am a human with emotions. Take that into considerations when you are taking decisions.

The transfer letter of mine, perhaps, will arrive next week. My best friends now know it, my blog readers probably may notice it once this post is published, my colleagues are aware of that, just that my parents and family...

If only I have a say in such decisions.

I Will Not Let Myself Be Vulnerable - NO MORE!

This would be my pledge after today's incident!

I Will Not Let Myself Be Vulnerable - NO MORE!

Ain't nothing in this world is gonna make me feel that way no more! I am fed up with all those instances where a phone-call could just be so detrimental and made me shivers like hell! NO MORE!

I am going to be kind, and giving and uphold the highest integrity in my work!