Am I prepared?

mat Fuiyooooooooooh! Ooops... Not promoting for Digi ya, although I did went to the interview. Lol... 2 weeks more before my finals. Tests and events are killing me! Seriously!!!

I had my Thermodynamics (killer subject) test yesterday night. Friday night man! So sien, then plus no enough time to study. I knew that I am gonna screw up that paper. But, we had FUN! Yup, FUN!!!

The 1st question on that paper was something about Lewis – Randle equations. Before anything, Dinesh straight announced the page from the textbook to find the answer. Literally, the hall could hear him! Lol… By the way, it was an open test ya. We were all copying here and there, chatting and discussing without fail and even some managed to switch papers. Lol… Then, Dinesh said, “This is what we call future engineer la…” I did pause a second and think, am I prepared to be an engineer? Arh… never mind. Still a long way to go. All I know is that I am enjoying myself to the fullest these few weeks. No downs just ups. I hope to keep this spirit up all the time before I leave. Sigh… That reminds me of another problem to figure out for a solution. But that will be after my finals. For now, ENJOY and STUDY!!! Way to go…

And so it was a dinner...

I really do not fancy Chinese course cuisines. Simply because you need to wait for each course to be presented to you one after the other. Well, for the ICC Awards Dinner, we had a nine course Chinese cuisine. Yup, you got me right! Sembilan 9!!! At first, I was quite reluctant to go la, as usual. Lol… However, there is no harm to just go out and have once a while and leave some ‘uncertainties’ behind. And so I did went to the dinner. I wore a Chinaman Samfu, not cheongsam. Lol… Oh ya, congrats to all who had received award on that night, especially my roommate. Wakakaka… 100% attendance pulak dah… Conclusion, I did had fun that night, I definitely have to admit that. It was an eye opening dinner for me, if you get what I mean la. C’mon people, comment on this! C ya…

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Spick and Span

I woke up quite early this morning. Then, IRC was my 1st spot. Huh... Did not do much at IRC, not productive at all. Sigh... Then, I had lunch with 2 fella I know best, Guan and Fish. When I returned to my room, I knew I need to do something about my space. It was quite unorganized - clothes here and there, dust on my grey monitor and hairs all over the floor. If my Dad sees this, MAMPUS!!!

So, apa lagi? Start cleaning the whole room as if 2moro is Christmas la. Lol... Now, its spick and span to welcome my VIPs. External Guests lo, dun play play!! :-)

Of Horoscopes and Me…

I am a strong believer in the prediction of horoscopes. For those who haven’t heard of it before, but I’m sure most of you have, horoscope is actually a forecast of a person’s future based on the relative positions of the stars and planets at the time of their birth. I am a Gemini for I’m born in the month of June. Gemini is a northern constellation (the Twins), said to represent the twins Castor and Pollux. A Geminians is basically a very outspoken person, like me! Geminians are a strong believer and has a very firm stand, like me! According to others as well, Geminians are definitely someone who loves music and arts in nature. Well, absolutely true!

For me, I have 2 different sources of horoscopes. One is from the Star newspaper and through Friendster’s page. In my opinion, the prediction from the Star newspaper is most of the times very vague. The better one is the one from Friendster. Yesterday, after lots and lots of hustle and bustle, and drama and telenovela, and fights and quarrels, my and I committee managed to pull through our event, Music Quest. But, I still love to call it Music Mania. Guess what the horoscope said about me on that day? It sounded something like this:

“You do have lots of worries, but one should shine today and its time you should leave that worries behind. Its time to grab the chance to feel the glory”

Lol… The event turned up great and I was more than happy to be part of it. Congratulations to all and keep me in your mind. C ya...

He is no more mine

Have you ever felt losing someone?
Someone who is so near to you?
Someone who are always there for you?
Someone who stands with all your fuss?
Someone who actually cares for you so much?
Someone who would put you first before himself?
Someone who would buy you something you adore so much?
Someone who will forgive you even if you do not apologize?
Someone so important in your life that you would like to keep him forever?

I’ve just lost him last Friday, 13/4/2007, a week after Good Friday. Thinking back what I’ve did to him, I kinda regret of that. Well, I was childish, selfish, disrespectful and I was totally over the line some of the times. Erm.. maybe all the time. Lol… Well, I congratulate him and hope that he had found his new life. Now, I am nothing more than a ‘history’.

Through The Rain

Ok. A few of my of my previous posts, I did mention about rain. Rain, of which in the end woke me up and introduce me to another ally of his, Sunny the Sun. I'm glad that I've met Sunny. But even if Rain were to visit me occasionally again, I'm ok with it for I know its not for long. =)

After a few great encounter with 'rain', I've noticed that not everyone hates rain. Here's one who loves rain - Dominique Gray:

It takes away the pain.

Slowly but surely it goes away.

I listen and listen on my window pane,

The rain the rain it takes my breath away.

The rain the rain,

I wish to be kissed in the rain,

Kissing his lips without thinkin of anything.

The rain the rain

I love the rain.

And if it were to rain again, I'll put on this track. It makes me feel so so so good...

Mega mendung di angkasa

Hembusan bayu dingin

terasa gerimis berderai di merata

bagai mutiara

Rahmat dibawa bersama

Limpahannya meresap dijiwa

adakala bahgia terasa

meskipun duka nestapa

Tika hujan turun

sayup mendayu lagu keroncong

merdu irama dialun

bersenandung

Hujan membasahi bumi

melahirkan keluhuran budi

mengeratkan perpaduan suci

kasih sayang abadi

-taken from OST Mukhsin sung by Adibah Noor-

And soon after that track, I will continue with this:

....I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again

On my own and I know

That I’m strong enough to mend

And every time I feel afraid

I hold tighter to my faith

And I live one more day

And I make it through the rain...

-By Mariah Carey-

PROBLEMS SOLVED! =)

Watchin’, Hearin’ and Feelin’

Whispers pass through my lil’ ear. Unpredictable sights glance through my eyes. My pumping heart felt the splendor of timpani symphonies.

[Watchin’]
I am being watched, and I am watching. Every single little thing I see, I will interpret them and store them in my memory. I will use them one day, for good or for bad. I shall not worry what people gained from watchin’ me. So, how they perceive me, its up to them.

[Hearin’]
I heard some silent whispers. Like a dagger placed in a mammoth castle, its hard to find out. But when I did find it, the dagger by itself stabbed me at my spine. Oouch…

[Feelin’]
I felt some songs playing in my mind. I love it so much; I adore them as much as I love my life. I hope it goes on playing an endless magnificent opus. NO obstacles should come in my way for me to enjoy this joyous harmony.

translation

Aiyoyo.. many people din really understand my pantuns just because u guys din use BM for a long time. Apalar? ok, today, I teach u guys KOMSAS. Lol.. Here's the translation.

Berpilih buah teratai, berserak buah berangan,

Berbeli emas suasa, berkalung permata intan;

Berpilih hati sudah, berpilih rupa jangan,

Berpulih hati lara, berselisih faham jangan.

" This rangkap actually means dun always choose everything according to outer looks only. Sometimes, what you get is not from the cover, but the core."

Banyaklah udang, banyak jua garam,

Udang disebalik batu tidaklah dilihat;

Banyaklah manusia, banyak jua ragam,

Hendak dikenal, seribu syarat.

" This rangkap pulak means people from all walks of life are obviously different la. So, pandai-pandai la you choose your friends."

Deru kompang bertalu-talu,

Darilah jauh khabar dihantar;

Kihanat orang tidaklah menentu;

Rungkaikan kesal, usahlah gentar.

" Ok, this rangkap is quite hard to explain. Erm... Like that la easier. Words from people's point of view can sometimes, actually most of the time, differ from reality. So, trust yourself! Instincts are there for a reason."

Bunga kembang sudahlah layu,

Bangkitlah sudah dari berangan;

Sudah parah, biarlah berlalu,

Terkenang jangan, diingat jangan.

" This one is indeed very meaningful and deep. At times when a bad thing happen, and you have tried your best to save the dilemma, and you still fail. Let it be... Let go, and Let GOD!."

So? FAHAM tak? Ok, so do your revision cause next week got KOMSAS test. Lol... :-)

Pantun Lazer...

Just found a minute today before I entered my MathLab. So, I terasa like writing down something in a more different way. Like always, I’m throwing a stone to kill two birds. Nyeh.. nyeh.. nyeh.. No la.. Enjoy!


Berpilih buah teratai, berserak buah berangan,
Berbeli emas suasa, berkalung permata intan;
Berpilih hati sudah, berpilih rupa jangan,
Berpulih hati lara, berselisih faham jangan.

Banyaklah udang, banyak jua garam,
Udang disebalik batu tidaklah dilihat;
Banyaklah manusia, banyak jua ragam,
Hendak dikenal, seribu syarat.

Deru kompang bertalu-talu,
Darilah jauh khabar dihantar;
Kihanat orang tidaklah menentu;
Rungkaikan kesal, usahlah gentar.

Bunga kembang sudahlah layu,
Bangkitlah sudah dari berangan;
Sudah parah, biarlah berlalu,
Terkenang jangan, diingat jangan.

P/s: To Siti Nurhaliza Production, kalau nak orang tulis lirik lelagu etnik, panggillah saya. Lol...

Morning News

I woke up so early today, and the Internet connection was superbly fast. So, apa lagi, MEEBO la. Coincidentally, he onlined and it was 2.30am there. After a long time din chat, we chat puas-puas la. Everytime we chat, he just can't stop complaining about his life there. Kesian kesian.. I wish I win a lottery so that I could fly there and see him Hahaha.. dream on! But he said sth that woke me up all in a sudden. He said, "I gonna study hard cause I dowan waste my parents' money." For a few minutes, I was in awe. U? Study properly? Since when he changed? Then he said, "Its about time to change!" Hahaha.. Glad for him. And if u r reading this, for I am sure he won't, just remember to send me a flight ticket to there ya. I'm not gonna sell my motor for the flight ticket!

-See what he said about his aunt. My gosh!-